EMERGENCY LIVE UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after i updated my xanga, i went to the bathroom to take a shower and when i took off my sweater I FOUND BOOLD ON MY SHIRT!!!!
it was where my left boobie was and i coudn’t figure out why it was there. so i take off my shirt and examine my nipple area closer and
I FOUND A RIP ON MY NIPPLE!!!!!!!!!! i guess my white T-shirts got smaller and since i’m running longer it rubbed too much and ripped….
or is it that i got bigger….

Thanks Giving 2004… next years drumstick lotto goes to….. ME AGAIN!!!

i keep on looking at my old 1998 pics and lust after my own body.
so i decided to work out again. i used to run 2 miles on the treadmil and
about a 1 mile on the eliptical machine. but since monday, i’ve been running
3 miles on the treadmil, 1 mile on the eliptical machine AND lifting weights.
i’m a freakin machine. i can’t wait until my old clothes fit again.
HERE I COME WHITE T-SHIT AND JEANS!!!!!

i have nothing gay or sappy to write.

my defiance persistent…
and my faith inconsistant…
and yet, he gives me joy to sing
Ihr sturzt nieder, Millionen?
Ahnest du den Schopfer, Welt?
Such’ ihn uber’m Sternenzelt!
Uber Sternen muB er wohnen.

this is an ode.. to joy…

today is mexican revolution day. all the mexicans rejoice.
and i never knew this but its world children’s day.
yeah… whatever man.

it’s her birthday. the kids love her.

back in 1998 “what the heck?” is exactly what i thought of her.
2004, it still didn’t change. white power

after a play, after the curtains close, after the claps,
after the spot light goes out, after you mop up your blood,
after you pick up the dead, after the crucifixion, after the angels sing,
after you pick up the pieces of your heart, after she laughs,
after she’s happy, after the wars end, after the children cry,
after the rose looses all its thorns, after the sunset, after i fly you to the moon,
after you wave good bye, after you leave, after i kneel, after the heartbreak,
after the flowers bow, after the smoke gets in your eyes,
thats when… i dont know what happens after that…

its hidden sometimes so that we wont stare into it
but just look at it, it can’t contain itself
it oozes out through the crevice of everything impure
and covers us with its glory
i can’t contain it either but it never quite reaches there
how do you give to the unwanting?

this picture is along the 5 freeway going up to LA. i first noticed this picture in 1995
when i first had to drive up to Santa Barbar. i didn’t know what it was and i really
didn’t care. but looking at it for 9 years, i had to wonder the depth of its profound
message…. and recently, i figured it out!!!!

as u can see, the NUT, is running away from the SCREW. do you know y?
ITS BECAUSE THE NUT DOESN’T WANT TO GET SCREWED!!!
oh yeah baby.

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ABSOLUTLY NOT!!!!!!!!!!

Cheers mates!!!

i did this project for my an art class maybe 4 years ago? well, i found it again. enjoy

our church had a hallelujah night instead of a halloween night, and these r the babies
doing body worship and the fight club doing body worship. its kinda cool that the
fight club wasn’t too “cool” to do the body worship…. but i still think they are gay.

some kungfu fighting and love

there was this treasure hunt thing and the youngest person had to copy that line.
the little girl was so cute!! look at how she copied it, and the blue circles are
supposed to be spaces.

so this 8 or 9 year old girl sharon was giving Susan a piggy back ride… and so i thought
sharon can carry me too…. well, i guess she couldn’t handle the 200lbs of madness!!!

thats teacher hannah doing something weird and thats myung being a gay lord

my church and some other churches had this volley ball thing, i thought it was a christian event
BUT BOY WAS I WRONG!!! so we played this one church and i was sad that these people
were christian. these old men playing with our 8th graders started to cuss almost every time they
didn’t get a point or the ref made a call against their favor. all i could do was laugh cuz what
was i to do? what was this poor, timid soul was supposed to do? cuss back?
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH man these guys were not cool at all!!!!
and i found out the dude that was cussing the most was their pastor… dang…