i’ve had friends who told me forever and ever
and forever and ever ended so suddenly
i’m sure he sheds tears for you night and day
but how can he? just how can he? u say
i bit my tongue and severed him
even after your forever and ever
i’m sitting still and just waiting for you
i dont care if you dont see it
cuz i can close one eye, or close both,
you look amazing no matter what
and your nonsense ever so sweet
i’m still here… sitting

just a story to share with ya’ll. i started my observation at a elementary school
today. its the same school i went for my jr. high about 15 years ago. i was
so excited to see if any of my teachers were still there. the first teacher i went
to was Mr. Graber, my art teacher. he was ending class so i walked into his
classroom and he just stared at me like “omg, i freaking know you” and then he
says, “Brian Song”. i was so amazed. we hugged and shook hands and chit chatted a little bit,
and i ask him “how did u remember my name?” and he says “brian, look up there”
he points to one of his walls and there was a project that i did when i was in 7th
grade. it was a caligraphy project that he told the whole class about how good it
was. that was then, and he still had it. dude my eyes started to water and so did
his. it was a manly tear sharing time. times have changed, he asks me “hey man u
gonna b around here alot? cuz i really wanna go to lunch or dinner with you and
lets have a beer.” man, it felt good.

fine u punks, i fixed it

my friend eric. congrats man. make a lot of babies and dont mess up.

this is how it looks from the inside
i’ve never let anybody inside before because i never wanted to
this is all yours

i’ve made some beautiful memories…

this is HH (homo hair) Sam. he’s cute but smells like a hot sweaty dog 

sam doing the “snake”

john trying to break

thomas throwing up for the 17th time

HOMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i thought this was really funny UNICORN POWER!!!!!

only through eyes not of my own… the persistance of time seem to lapse into her dizzy twirl
even cold words dont seem to matter, but time persists over any romantic revolution
it ticks and leaves ideas behind, sometimes even memories and sugar plumbs
indescribable feelings, inaccurate timing, inconsiderate words, ah the unobtrusive twinkle
when never ever land crumbles to dust, there shall i be trying to stop the world and melt

all you have is a common rose that never looks at you she said…
i was overcome with sadness, you are not at all like my rose
as yet you are nothing… no one has tamed you
and no one wants to tame you, but i have made her my rose
even if her shadows are all i get to see, i have made her my rose
and when i learn how to talk to angels… and that probably is too late

there really ain’t any perfect words to describe what you do to me
but even after years and years of looking at you i can’t believe you get redder,
pinker, and more than what i can say without adding more letters to the alphabet.
and when the stars in your head stop their revolt, then maybe worlds may collide
and sprinkle a crazy little thing…. a crazy little thing… a crazy little thing…
a crazy little thing… with dreams of being left behind on jupiter…

and i would walk five thousand miles…

**ATTENTION** i hope everybody knows that the last picture, the shadow is his belt
not the other thing u dirty people were thinking of. there is no way eric’s ding dong is that big,
trust me, i saw it b4. OIEOIEOIEOIEOIEOIEOEIIOEOIEOEI

this is eric, and we went to Las Vegas for his “b4 you go through hell” party

so we get out of the airpor and we needed a van or a big car to take us to the hotel.
we see this black trying to sell us a ride in a limo

black dude: “hey, u guys wanna ride in a limo?”
us: “naw, we’ll just take a shuttle”
black dude: “come on man, its only 40bucks… and there is 6 of you? so thats…. 5bucks each!”
us: “6 of us… the ride is 40bucks… so how…?”
me: “lets just doit, its a bargain!!!! there r 6 of us and so its only 5bucks each!!”

so we just all laughed and got in the limo.

so the first night, we gamble a little bit, i lose money and then we came up to our room
eric disappes for a while and comes back drunk. as he was sleeping on the chair
he mumbles something about “Thunder Downunder”
we had no clue what he was talking about then the next day we see a poster of
all these buff guy and it says “Thunder Downunder”.
eric went to go see that show by himself and got piss drunk
eric will never serve at my church because he is not a good example
i’m disappointed eric

this is the devil that force fed eric the drinks….
he can serve at my church if he wants to

eddie

brian and ki come back at around 3 or 4am and it looks like brian won some money

map so sa!!! nice!!! gu luchee!!!!

the last day break fast. the others coulnd’t get up so we just ate like pigs

eric was getting dressed and look at the shadow, its dang funny