CUZ PPZs ARE LIKE THAT!!!!

PPZa ARE LIKE THAT!!!

PPZs ARE LIKE THAT!!!

PPZs ARE LIKE THAT!!!

this is my little brother jay.
pastor by day... and... whatever

why was he so happy here? its because he proposed today and he's the happiest i've seen him
in a while

but this is how she felt

thank you christina for making my brother happy. congratulations you guys

damn it! i've tasted life... and it tastes like 5 different kindsa asses put together
i know for sure its supposed to be different

.... and i know some of you will write.. God this God that... of course man. i didn't wanna state the obvious

... i have had, in the course of my life, lots of encounters with lots of serious people.
i have spent lots of time with grown-ups. i have seen them at close range... which
haven't much improved my opinion of them

8th grader = mr. song, are you married?

fury = nope. not yet

8th grader = is it cuz you love women and you wanna be around all of them as long as you can?

fury = wtf...

EOS 3, 35mm f/2, velvia 100

EOS3, 24-105mm f/4 IS, velvia 100

if i leave, i wanna take lana with me

HEY BABIES!!!!!!

It has been quite some time since I last wrote anything of importance. The last time I was moved to write was when I came across pictures of an anorexic model that lost sight of beauty in this world full of diseased souls. It moved me to write because I felt that she was drowning in lies fabricated by god knows who, and she was sinking in her own poisonous discontentment. I was moved to write because I realized that we all fall victim  to the unforgiving shackles and laws of this world. We all crumble under its rule and we all are blind to its schemes. It is depressing that the persistence of these atrocities waits for no one and selects with the flippant disrespect for its victims. It lies to them all. Intermittently, I have pondered at which of these laws apply to me and which does not. After much deliberate thought, I have concluded that none apply to me. A pompous statement, no? I’ve thought about it over and over again and it has philosophical holes which even a 3^rd grader can unravel and dissect to disprove its fallible reason. This entire statement does not and cannot stand. I have stated a horrible misconception and misrepresentation of how much essence and power I hold. I have told you that I am something… and yet, I feel as though I am nothing. But this statement was not said because of what or who I have conquered but because of what I have learned to love and obey. Without being cliché or childish, I have found something that does not lie, is no lie and will never lie. I have found something that is freaking eternal and almighty. I have found what I was looking for. I will explain no further. Then again, I have witnessed something this summer that I could not understand. How simple and freaking retarded most of us are… still. It is the year 2007, and people still cannot swim out of the lies and filth that have plagued us for centuries. I cannot and will not say that these people exist only in India, Uganda, Russia, China or any other 3^rd world countries, but they exist everywhere. Some literally swim in their own filth and feel and think as though they have been enlightened. Some pray to trees, some dance for rain, some praise money, and some just have given up. They have been lied to. They have fallen into the trap. They need hope and they need the Truth. I have neither concrete reason nor facts to prove my point. The point of who is utterly stupid and who is not as much. Yet, I believe. I worship. I obey… and I pray. So I will say it again. These laws do not apply to me… and they never will. It is only obvious that I am not as powerful as these laws but some how I feel powerful in knowing that what I believe in is the Truth. No one needs to prove absolute Truth. Absolute Truth proves itself. Tell them that they were lied to… as I will.

Freude, schöner Götterfunken,

Tochter aus Elysium!

Wir betreten feuertrunken,

Himmlische, Dein Heiligtum.

Deine Zauber binden wieder,

Was die Mode streng geteilt,

Alle Menschen werden Brüder,

Wo Dein sanfter Flügel weilt.

 

Seid umschlungen, Millionen!

Diesen Kuß der ganzen Welt!

Brüder, überm Sternenzelt

Muß ein lieber Vater wohnen!

 

Wem der große Wurf gelungen,

Eines Freundes Freund zu sein,

Wer ein holdes Weib errungen,

Mische seinen Jubel ein!

Ja, wer auch nur eine Seele

Sein nennt auf dem Erdenrund!

Und wer's nie gekonnt, der stehle

Weinend sich aus diesem Bund!

 

Was den großen Ring bewohnet,

Huldige der Sympathie!

Zu den Sternen leitet sie,

Wo der Unbekannte thronet.

damn... i dont know what happened last month
it seemed like a freakin blur
india... she's a little crazy AND dirty but just something about it just haunts me
if i could have all the pictures i took in sequential frames and run it through
my mind from beginning to end, then maybe i can make something out of it
but now... this is all i can come up with.

and those... are the eyes of india